Navigating the line between what we’d decide together,Jordan and what was up to me,Jordan became a new challenge in our relationship. We went together to appointments,Jordan but she let me do the talking and the decision making. She told me it was my body,Jordan my future,Jordan and she’d be there beside me no matter what I did. I was grateful,Jordan but I mourned a world in which we'd have the time to figure out what we would want together,Jordan to be able to fully have her on my team.